Filmmaker Charlie Carrick's Comments:
"With the outbreak of war and subsequent disintegration of Yugoslavia, a great rupture occurred in Nina’s life before she was even born into it. As a small child, Nina moved to Canada to begin a new life among her family and a community of fellow refugees.
In my privileged dual position as the composer’s collaborator and husband, I was granted access to the Platiša family’s home movie archive to source material for this project. That rupture is omnipresent across the tens of hours I watched because the tapes can be separated into two categories: videos recorded in Canada to be sent to family back ‘home’ in former Yugoslavia, and videos from the Balkans chronicling the long summers spent there by Nina and her sister Tamara. The very reason the tapes exist, the reason the video camera has been purchased, is to bridge the fissure opened up by catastrophic events far beyond these people’s control. And yet these tapes are full of joy and life and community; full of strength and bravery and love.
From a director’s perspective, home videos are fascinating in what is revealed through the gaze of the person holding the camera - what they consider important or telling or beautiful. In many of the early tapes, recorded before Nina’s family had a camera of their own, the gaze is that of a family friend. What a gift from him to chronicle these intimate family scenes! What sensitivity to linger on two sisters dancing on the carpeted floor of their first Canadian apartment, on the men smoking in the background of a child’s birthday party, on a tired girl held by her father!
Watching these tapes on the Platišas’ VCR, or sometimes straight from the old camcorder itself, with 2022 Nina in the home we share, time became a flickering helix. It’s a lovely but somehow unsettling sensation to encounter people you’ve known for many years at various stages of the long lives they lived before you knew them. To see how they are the same; how they are different.
In Nina’s piano music too, I feel this collapsing of time and distance. Her music is achingly poignant without being sentimental. It reaches out to the past without nostalgia, somehow conjuring a kind of freedom from what could be powerlessness - the way that life and history blows through each of us like a wind, sometimes powerful and sometimes playful, animating us and making us graceful."
You can see more of Charlie's work here.